28 October 1995

Daddy

This one is in memory of my Daddy:


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I was oh so young when heaven called on you 
I don't remember anything that you said to me 
but I bet that you said you loved me 
and that I would always be your little girl 
I hope you can see me from where you are now 

daddy I just wanted you to know 
that even though I never knew you
I still love you now 
like I always have like I always will 
and even though I don't really know anything about you 
you are always in my heart 
and daddy I miss you 

I don't ask about you anymore 
'cause they can't talk about you 
I guess it's still too hard 
but I like it this way 
'cause I have a picture of you in my mind
and I feel you in my heart
you are always with me

daddy I just wanted you to know 
that even though I never knew you 
I still love you now 
like I always have like I always will 
and even though I don't really know anything about you
you are always in my heart 
daddy I miss you 

I wonder if you are watching over me now 
have you seen everything in my life or nothing at all 
and when I talked to you inside of mind did you hear me
when I felt like I just couldn't take the pain anymore
did you wrap your arms around me while I was sleeping 

daddy I just wanted you to know 
that even though I never knew you 
I still love you now 
like I always have like I always will 
and even though I don't really know anything about you 
you are always in my heart 
daddy I miss you


October 28, 1995

19 October 1995

I Don't Have Any More Tears

my friends ask me how i'm feeling
i say that i'm doing just fine 
but thanks for asking
they tell me it's ok if i want to cry
they say that i'll feel better if i just let it all out

i'm glad they gave me their permission
i think i'm all tapped out
but they say i need to cry

i don't have any more tears
could i borrow some of yours
i gave all of mine to you 
while you were draining me dry
maybe i could take them all back
'cause i don't have any more tears
so could i please borrow some of yours

i'm my own therapist
and i'm making good progress
3 more sessions and i'll be normal again
i don't need a pill
'cause i like living this way 
i think i'm all tapped out
but still they say i need to cry

i don't have any more tears
could i borrow some of yours
i gave all of mine to you 
while you were draining me dry
maybe i could take them all back
'cause i don't have any more tears
so could i please borrow some of yours
i don't have any more tears 
since i gave them all to you


October 19, 1995

The Answers

She met the wise man and she asked him
will you please tell me what the meaning of life is
and he told her oh my child I would tell you if I could
but you see the wiser man he never told me
and I'm not even sure if he knows maybe nobody does 
but my child if you do find someone who knows 
won't you please let me know 
'cause I'm searching for the answers too

she keeps on asking everybody
does anybody know the answers 
can somebody please just give me a clue 
she keeps on searching
asking all of the questions 
but nobody seems to knows the answers
no nobody knows

she saw on tv they said a baby had died
but no one knew just why
and when she turned the channel 
she saw they spared another bad guy
why

she keeps on asking everybody
does anybody know the answers 
can somebody please just give me a clue 
she keeps on searching
asking all of the questions 
but nobody seems to knows the answers
no nobody knows

are there answers out there somewhere in someone's head
is it possible that somebody somewhere knows something 
but just isn't telling us

she keeps on asking everybody
does anybody know the answers 
can somebody please just give me a clue 
she keeps on searching
asking all of the questions 
but nobody seems to knows the answers
no nobody knows


October 19, 1995

Silly Boy

He's young and a little innocent
still he knows the way that the world goes
he keeps on dreaming and he's still believing
but he doesn't see himself 
the way that I do

oh silly boy don't you know
how sweet I think you are
and can't you see
how good the world could be
if only everybody would be a little more like you
silly boy

full of passion
full of life
he understands me and he understands you too
but he wonders why 
we're the ones who had to take all of the pain
and he wonders why 
he hasn't had his share of broken dreams

oh silly boy don't you know
how sweet I think you are
and can't you see
how good the world could be
if only everybody would be a little more like you
silly boy

he asks me how it feels
he doesn't know first hand
how cruel the world can be 
he doesn't know that when you're down 
you don't always get back up 
before they start to kick you down again

and he tells me he doesn't deserve my kind words
and asks me why I care so much

oh silly boy don't you know
how sweet I think you are
and can't you see
how good the world could be
if only everybody would be a little more like you
silly boy


October 19, 1995

The Answers

She met the wise man and she asked him
Will you please tell me what the meaning of life is?
And he told her oh my child I would tell you if I could
But you see the wiser man he never told me
And I’m not even sure if he knows maybe nobody does 
But my child if you do find someone who knows 
Won’t you please let me know? 
'Cause I’m searching for the answers too

She keeps on asking everybody
Does anybody know the answers? 
Can somebody please just give me a clue? 
She keeps on searching
Asking all of the questions 
But nobody seems to know the answers
No nobody knows

She saw on TV they said a baby had died
But no one knew just why
And when she turned the channel 
She saw they spared another bad guy
Why

She keeps on asking everybody
Does anybody know the answers? 
Can somebody please just give me a clue? 
She keeps on searching
Asking all of the questions 
But nobody seems to knows the answers
No nobody knows

Are there answers out there somewhere in someone’s head
Is it possible that somebody somewhere knows something? 
But just isn't telling us

She keeps on asking everybody
Does anybody know the answers? 
Can somebody please just give me a clue? 
She keeps on searching
Asking all of the questions 
But nobody seems to knows the answers
No nobody knows


October 19, 1995

14 October 1995

Oregon Rain

I know what you like and I know what you want
I know all about your dreams
and I know how much you like the rain

and baby when it rains here again 
I'm gonna put a jar in the backyard
and let it catch the rain just for you
then while it's still fresh 
I'm gonna send some of this Oregon rain to you

you asked me to trace my hand 
and send it off to you
so I tried to think of something I could do just for you
something really special
but I knew I could never think of anything 
sweet enough for you
I hope you like this rain anyway

I know what you like and I know what you want
I know all about your dreams
and I know how much you like the rain

it's raining here now 
I'm gonna put this jar in my backyard
and gonna capture some just for you
and soon I will be sending some of this Oregon rain to you

do you think that I am crazy
I wanted to do something special something just for you
I wanted to show you that
I really would do anything for you
that you really are my friend

I know what you like and I know what you want
I know all about your dreams
and I know how much you like the rain

here's some rain baby I hope that you like it
Oregon rain just for you
Oregon rain just for you


October 14, 1995

13 October 1995

As Long As You Say You Love Me

you come home at 3 am and you stumble through the door 
smelling like that sleazy bar again 
mmm i wonder where have you been 
oh it doesn't really matter you love me
you're here now that's all that counts 

oh yeah i guess that i must have forgotten 
everything's all right now you just said that you love me 
it must be true it came straight from you 
i just don't know what i was thinking 
nothing really matters everything's ok
as long as you say i love you 

hold me close as you insult me 
call me names then throw me out again 
follow me and push me down 
i won't fall too far kiss me passionately 
and whisper it's ok don't ever forget that
i love you 

how could i have been so stupid 
i just don't know what i was thinking
i was gonna leave you but now i think i'll stay 
'cause you love me 
it's just gotta be true it came straight from you 

now nothing really matters 
i can never leave you long as you keep saying i love you
lie to me, cheat on me, spend all of the rent money 
yes please start another fight 

baby baby baby i love you so much 
now just do what i want and everything will be all right 
i won't be home tonight i love you 
shut up i don't need to hear this again i love you

oh yeah i guess that i must have forgotten 
everything's all right now 
you just said that you love me
it must be true it came straight from you 
i just don't know what i was thinking 
nothing really matters everything's ok
as long as you say i love you 
i love you


October 13, 1995

08 October 1995

Not a Girl

why did you tell me that you didn't love me
right before you tried to kiss me
do you really believe that I'm so desperate 
that I would still want you still
well I ain't getting on my knees
to beg for your loving
baby you should know

I'm not a girl anymore
I don't need a boy like you
open up your eyes 
and really look at me you might see
I'm not a girl anymore
'cause I don't need a boy like you
oh can't you see I'm a strong woman now

oh well I gave myself to you
when I knew you were no good
I guess we all live and learn
and laugh at our mistakes
you think I'll still take anything from you
well that's not me anymore
look at me now and see that

I'm not a girl anymore
I don't need a boy like you
open up your eyes 
and really look at me you might see
I'm not a girl anymore
'cause I don't need a boy like you
oh can't you see I'm a strong woman now

I bet you wish you could call yourself a man
but that wouldn't be true would it
'cause all you are is a little boy 
playing school yard games
well little boys don't turn me on
look at me and you'll see

I'm not a girl anymore
I don't need a boy like you
open up your eyes 
and really look at me you might see
I'm not a girl anymore
'cause I don't need a boy like you
oh can't you see I'm a strong woman now


October 8, 1995
 

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