13 January 1994

This Place

I wrote this while living in Coquille, OR - I hated it... No one should EVER have to live there.

Everybody has a place where they should be
some of us stay in the wrong place
'cause it's easier than taking a chance 
but if we are smart
we'll keep on searching until we find our place to be

this place is not the place for me 
there's somewhere else where I'm meant to be
this place is not the place for me 
so I think I'll be leaving this place

I'm not sure how I ended up here
but I know I'm not meant to be here
soon I'll be moving on to find the place where I belong
I can't wait to find my place I don't know where it is yet
I know I'll find it someday 
I just gotta keep looking
until I find the place for me

I'm leaving here this place is not the place for me
there's somewhere else where I'm meant to be
this place is not the place for me so I'm leaving this place
soon I'll be moving on
until find the place for me

this place is not the place for me 
there's somewhere else where I'm meant to be
this place is not the place for me 
so I think I'll be leaving this place


January 13, 1994

11 January 1994

The Only Forever

our love was so strong
I don't know why or even when 
it all went so wrong
but still I'm happy to have had
all the good times that we shared
the ending wasn't too bad 
we just weren't meant to be

the only forever that we'll ever know is good-bye
we had a fairy tale romance 
without our happily ever after
we just went our separate ways 
with those safe old lines
we'll still be friends and we'll keep in touch 
the only forever that we'll ever know is good-bye

all of the years of saying 
we'll be together forever are over
and now the only forever 
that we'll ever know is good-bye

all we have now are memories 
of how things used to be
the only forever that we'll ever know is good-bye

I wish it didn't end this way
no more dreams of us
the only forever we have
the only thing 
that will last forever good-bye


January 11, 1994

03 January 1994

Crossing Bridges

we were always crossing bridges 
thought nothing could ever stop us
we were always crossing bridges 
we had plans to grow old together 
but we let the little things bring us down
we were always crossing bridges why did we stop

you made me promises you didn't keep 
but you were my best friend and I had faith in you 
why did you ask me to make decisions 
when you knew I could never choose 
I didn't give up on you so why did you give up on me 

we were always crossing bridges 
thought nothing could ever stop us 
we were always crossing bridges 
we had plans to grow old together 
but we let the little things bring us down 
we were always crossing bridges why did we stop 

we always made it through the tough times 
we said we'll cross that bridge when we get there 
and we always did we were always crossing bridges
we had plans to grow old together but we won't
we let the little things bring us down 
we were always crossing bridges why did we stop


January 3, 1994

I Broke Free

i always thought that you were true 
i wouldn't listen to anybody 
when they tried to warn me about you

you always said 
that you were just looking out for me
I know you just wanted to own me

but i got out just in time 
'cause look at you now
falling all apart drowning in misery 
it may have taken me some time
but i finally saw what you were all about 
that's why i broke free

i would have been with you forever 
i did everything for you
i kept secrets and even lied for you
i was always giving you were always taking
you said that you knew what was best for me
but baby you only wanted to control me

but i got out just in time 
'cause look at you now
falling apart drowning in misery 
it may have taken me some time
but i finally saw what you were all about 
that's why i broke free


January 3, 1994

You Love Her Too

as a friend you were true 
but as a lover you were cruel
why did you tell me about her
you were honest but I wish you would have lied
she didn't know about us 
so why did I have to know about her

you loved me but you loved her too
told me the truth I wish you would have lied
you said you would always love me 
but you loved her too

after she left you swore 
that there would never be another
but soon a new one came along to take her place
once again you had it all and I was broken hearted
but I stayed because you loved me

you loved me but you loved her too
told me the truth I wish you would have lied
you said you would always love me
but you loved her too

now it's over and it's all because 
you loved her too
you said you would always love me
but you loved her too
told me the truth I wish you would have lied
you loved me but you loved her too
you loved me but you loved her too


January 3, 1994
 

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