blah blah blah. So… who am I?

I am a daughter, sister, aunt, friend
I have been through a lot in life…
and have a lot more to go through
I am both very strong and very very weak

I lost my dad when I was a baby…
and I lost my best friend right after she had a baby
I am a wannabe Dutchie
and because of that…
I am attempting to learn Dutch…
Even though Spanish would be far more useful…
Especially since I am part Spanish
Oh and my attempting to learn Dutch, I mean attempting for years now…
And can mostly write hello in Dutch
I can read a little more than that…
A little.

I have MS and Sarcoidosis

I am completely in love with James Dean…
his movies, his photos, his life story, all of it
I don’t drive, never have, never will…
and if you drive like a maniac I strongly dislike you
In addition to being afraid of driving…
I also have a fire phobia
I was born in California and live there again
but have also lived in Oregon, New Mexico, and Arizona.

I trust very few people…
and yet I am very open and loving in general
I would do anything and everything I could for those I ♥

I make jewelry but am mostly untalented.
Crafty maybe, but not talented or artistic
Though I have been attempting to draw
I’m not great at it…
But I enjoy it
And at least it’s better than stick figures…
Which I thought I couldn’t draw.

I am fat, I know that…
I gained a lot of weight on meds…
and though I got rid of some of it…
I can’t seem to get rid of the rest
But most days I try to just accept that…
and concentrate on the parts of me that are good

I still don’t find do re mi jokes funny…
My name is Ramie, I get it…
You’re not original
I guess, I don’t know who I am because…
every day I stay the same and I change…